Phobia

I am not exactly in the mood of writing, but i thought i could just briefly pen some thoughts down.

One of the BS freshie (Diana) messaged me 2 nites ago and told me she was very upset. Apparently, one of the SAF soldiers who got killed by the crashing fighter jet in taiwan was her jc classmate. Personally, i cannot imagine what would happen to me if my love ones were to leave me one day. I am sure i will slumber into a long depression.

Frankly speaking, i could see one potential relationship coming up strongly and promisingly, but i am now just struck with phobia of getting attached again. I wish to avoid from the pains of having to leave my love ones one day. I thought we should just all just stop 挥霍情感 altogether.

2 singaporeans were killed in the morning storm yesterday. I hope their family members are coping well.